Trying not to think too much is a trying experience. Telling yourself not to read too much into any action is a lot harder for some people than it is for others. But you see the blinking blob reveal a good night wish. Instinct takes over and a thousand worst case scenarios pop up. Depression starts to creep in.
But you promised yourself that you would take it easy. A deep breath later, things become a bit clearer. They look up a bit. At least the wish was there. Even if it could mean something unthinkably depressing. It could have not come at all, and you would be none the wiser. Things could be a lot worse.
Close your eyes. Failure isn't the end of the world. You know this, you just need to start believing it. Maybe if you write about it?
But that would mean people might know. Your code isn't perfect, you know that.
So what?
Write away. This is who you are. Stop being afraid of being him.
Just put it down, and go to sleep. Thats my boy.
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